Yep, Another One

So, I have the Fatty Chronicles which are on hold right now. Sort of. These are my depression chronicles. Heavenly Father put a thought into my head today while I was crashing. I'm not depressed, I have depression. There's a difference. And the title of this blog "I Have Cheese?" is a play on "Who Moved My Cheese?". Don't ask me to explain it, just look it up. And my title might not even really mean what it technically does, it just sounded good. It's hard to be clever when you're sick. And I AM sick. Some people don't like labels. I need them. I need everything to be neat and tidy, despite what my environmental surroundings show.

So right now I am sick. And I don't really understand it. There is no way to explain how I feel, what I feel, why I feel, it just is.

I believe in God. I believe in Jesus Christ. I believe in the healing power of the Atonement. But sick people don't always remember that. So if I leave them out of something, it's because the sickness won't let me remember. Maybe you can help remind me of them if you notice my lacking.

Today is Thursday, October 5th. Today I have felt really really bad. But Shellie made me get into the shower and now I feel a little bit good. I didn't shave my legs for probably 4 weeks. It was time to mow the forest down. I didn't go get my hair done today like I was supposed to, but it's rescheduled and next time I will make it.